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Artist's statement
I seek to preserve the trace of fleeting moments by materializing the emotions that pass through me within a given context. Like a topographer, I endeavor to represent these transient emotional states in a form akin to sensitive, polymorphic diagrams, through a sedimentary process.
Using textile and thread as my paper and pencil, I transcribe the inner tremors that stir my being: the variations of emotions—diversity, intensity, subtlety—felt during an event, an encounter, or in a particular place. A flat surface stands in for my body to collect these upheavals, following a sequenced and slow protocol.
First, I compose a base-terrain, a fragmented and sometimes layered assembly of textiles with varied appearances, in hues of rock or earth. I use ancient cotton, hemp, or linen fabrics, laden with their histories and imperfections. After cutting, I leave their edges “raw” to preserve their tremors. I work with them in their raw state or dye them myself using plant-based methods. This slow, uncontrolled process of coloring allows me to maintain a connection with natural elements and minimize my ecological footprint.
Then, from words I’ve noted that recall the lived moment, I trace a first line of force, an intent.s.ion, in a movement that variably engages the body. Finally, I hand-embroider, stitch by stitch and without preparatory sketches, a multitude of more or less sinuous and intertwined curves that dialogue with the surface.
I work in silence, in connection with my subject. The repetition of slow, meticulous embroidery gestures leads me to a state close to meditation.
This working process aims to create a tangible “synthesis of time” (G. Deleuze).
My practice is enriched by collaborations with artists, artisans, or designers. These joint creations often lead to significant creative advancements, which I then pursue in my personal works.
Biography
I have a special relationship with textile matter. As a child, it allowed me to establish and nurture connections with the women in my family, who introduced me to its gestures and know-how.
Much later, I rediscovered it in my professional journey: I studied applied arts in fashion design in Paris, then worked for 15 years as a designer and artisan.
Since 2021, my artistic practice has centered on this material. I’ve moved away from the codes of technical perfection to embrace a free and spontaneous expression.
My studio is located in a former convent turned into artists’ studios, surrounded by a lush garden. I have been living and working in Marseille, South of France, for over fifteen years.